Thursday, September 1
i am an extremely stubborn person i know. but i am also a deep sea fish. damn, i am THE deep sea fish! things like these aren't supposed to happen to me! not here, not now! i flatly refuse to admit defeat. your little girl is growing up, and she is shrinking away from the big world out there. do not ask me about this. i may turn homicidal. i don't like things i can't control.
oh. newsflash. piano sucked. screwed it up completely. don't ask. pretending it never happened. i'm good at that.
math test tmr. gonna screw it up, as always. gotta rush history essay and chinese hwk too. yes i know it will be midnight soon. yes i care. no i don't know what i'm doing. maybe i am trying to render myself senseless. maybe i want to hop around and scream. goodnight, all.
it must've been love.
11:20 pm
xoxo
